i was purging and cleaning my mailbox just today and chanced upon this particular email which i sent last April 25, 2003 to my friends (Richard, my fiance, included). Although at that time Richard and I hardly talk to each other. We just send forwarded emails (we are not friends then). I was freshly broken hearted during the time i sent this email. It’s quite long but i guarantee that it’s a nice read.

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—–Original Message—–

From: Jennifer Flores

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 1:42 PM

Subject:

~~ to singles who never tires of searching..

jenee


A letter to the one God has prepared for me

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other, many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended.


I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming, and longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you are here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.


Sometimes I ask myself if i’ve really known “love”. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find that right person… and since I haven’t found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is! You just don’t know how dream of finally knowing what it feels to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes.


I think of all the pain that i’ve gone through in the past and of how much I cried since the day I began my search. I just want you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me – the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all the pain and sacrifice. After all, the tears had become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect — for you!


I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well, I wonder if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here, patiently waiting for you. I assure you when we finally find each other I would slowly heal those wounds with my love, at night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to heaven s above thinking that in time they would reach you. When I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and you are longing to see me as well. It is funny when I finally fall asleep; it is still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that for now, it is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love, and this, all the more, makes me want t wake up and face the new day ahead of me with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when that time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as I had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be! By then I would simply look back at all that i’ve been through, in spite of all the pain and amidst the simple joys of life-I would be very thankful because they all led me to you. In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to your dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don’t worry, don’t be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you chose to follow, leads to Jesus.

and then an unexpected reply from some guy who probably felt that this email was directed to him (hahahha!)

—–Original Message—–

From: Richard Obordo

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 1:53 PM


To: Jennifer Flores


Subject:


RE:

naks!!!

ganda nito jenee. 🙂



Regards,

richard

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and now i can’t stop thinking. could it be fate?

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